Tuesday, May 31, 2011
Silence, again.
I am lost. Between broken and healed. Forgotten between the cracks. When all on Earth means nothing to me, nothing that calls to me or hears me. I know He is here. And with everything, when I call He hears. He comes. He feels. He holds. He mends. What a long process this seems to be. An unending, winding road into the far off distance. And it seems nothing but up, up, and up. Why am I here? How can I move from there to there? How come no one responds? How come no one cares to hear my voice? I talk and talk and talk. But am not heard. I am not answered. I just speak to the walls around me. How can I be so alone? So lost? How can You put me here? Why? Why? You hear me, but why will you not respond? Why do I deserve a blank stare? Why don't I deserve an answer?
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Just want you to know you are not alone. I know you may feel alone at times and it is a very difficult emotion to deal with...but you are heard...I hear you. You will have an answer one day. Sometimes the answers are hidden from us for a while. Sometimes the answers are not what we want to hear.
ReplyDeleteI am truly sorry for this silence you 'hear'. It will go away again. Might I suggest you just sit in your silence and let it speak to you. Try not to distract it totally. For in your silence, you might find your answer.
Take care.